I screwed up a lot this week. I made a big mistake that's definitely gonna make people despise me. It's not entirely my fault. But, still they blamed me for it.

I hate it. Not because I hate people hating me, but the fact that I still care what people think about me. I know I did my best and did nothing wrong on my end. I shouldn't blame myself, but I did the complete opposite.

I just feel like cutting all my ties with everyone. I hate being hurt by people. All it takes just one slip of word and the wound will stick in my mind forever.