This is supposed to be the part where I walk you through what I've done this week. But, I really don't want to talk about it. I don't want to remember any of it.

I hate myself more than ever now. I'm a control freak and situations like this are just the worst. I couldn't sleep well. Couldn't eat properly. I don't know how to feel anything anymore. Just feeling angry and anxious all the time. And it literally could get worse any minute now.