I've been having a strange feeling for a couple of days. A particular sensation in my brain. I felt it when I was looking outside the windows. Or when I was just walking. I don't know how to describe how it feels. One minute I was thinking of something, and then it pops out of nowhere. I felt unease all of the sudden. Feeling lonely when I wasn't.

I have a guess for what it maybe is, but sometimes I can't trust my own judgments. Or, maybe I just don't want to admit it. An inferiority complex, that is. When I think about it, it's actually a very familiar feeling. After all the things that happened. It's a sad and cruel reminder. Regret. Envy. Loneliness.

I wish I were better.

I really do.

But, sometimes it's easier to just run.

Try to forget all the bad things.

Start over.

Try to be better.

Smile.

Don't cry.

It's just a bad dream.

Keep running.

Soon, it will all be over.

Soon, it will all be over.