I almost forgot writing this. Literally, I only have 20 minutes. So, a quick update.

This week is terrible, as long as I remember it. I slept too much. I got stressed a lot this week. I don't know when was the last time I had breakfast. I basically just eat instant noodles everyday now. What is happening, I don't fucking know.

I maybe hit a new level of hating myself now. I'm a fucking retarded. That's it. Everyone knows what's best for me, but I'm just too dumb to do it. I don't know what's life anymore. Just do like everyone else and you'll be happy. Is that it? Just be good, smile more, and pretend that your life isn't crumbling to pieces? Pretend that you don't have a shitty personality and shit.

Fuck, what the fuck is wrong with me