I caught a fever several days ago. At first, my throat got dry and I had to drink some lemon water. Then, my head started buzzing painfully each time I got up from sitting or sleeping position. I also got some flu, I think.

Anyway...

This week marked a new chapter of my shitty life. I had finished all college stuff last week. A lot had happened... bad stuff, good stuff, more bad stuff, even more bad stuff, but it's time to move on. The past is the past.

I'm still figuring out what I want to do next. For now, I'll only post book reviews. They will be published weekly again because that's the only thing I can afford to do right now.

Back when I was doing my final project, I always said this to myself: 'If I can survive this, I'm sure as hell I can survive anything.' Those words had been my mantra that kept me going no matter how bad things were at the time. And, somehow it worked. It kept me sane and kept my hopes up. But now, after it's all over, I'm not so sure about those words anymore. I feel like I don't deserve this.

Real life is disappointingly anticlimactic sometimes.

I've been super negative for the past few months. I feel like I should laugh more for some reason. Ha.

So, yeah. That's about it. Guess everything doesn't really change that much.