This week is even crazier than last week. So many stuff need to be done. And me staying up late every night didn't help much either. At least next week will be much better because there won't be any class on Thursday and Friday (I hope).

And I've been disappointing myself again this week, I couldn't commit to things I need to do. Taking this many responsibilities at the same is not good for my mental health. I easily get stressed by just thinking how much things needed to be done. And we're not even reach half of the semester.

I promised myself to get better many times. And I realize how hard it is not making the same mistakes over and over again. I know life is a long sprint and beating myself up to death right now wouldn't really help for me in the long run.

Anyway, not all things are depressing this week. I finally got to play with the 4-week-old kittens which are weirdly satisfying and really addictive. I played with them too much every time I need to work on something lol. And I got to eat lunch with my friends at the canteen which is fun. I never have a lunch in that canteen before, which is embarassing. But I just played it cool the whole time. 

These little things in life are exactly what I think I need the most right now and I can't help but be grateful for every second of it.