Overwhelmed is one word that could describe how this week went. Depressing or challenging are the alternatives, whether you wanted to be an pessimist or optimist.

For starter, I would be having a lot responsibility this month. Mostly projects and class projects. I don't really want to talk about college because I messed up too much this semester. It's not I-have-to-retake-the-class-next-semester bad, but still. Things are getting much and much intense this week. I regret everything I've done in the past for bringing me into these situations. I regret being a student assistant. I regret taking particular classes. And the list goes on.

But, I could say I'm much happier now. Less depressed is the better phrase, I think. Happy is when this is finally over, I hope. For the last couple of weeks I've been trimming out every single thing in my life that I actually don't need but never throw it away. I cleaned up my room. I deleted all useless accounts I've made on many applications. I'm trying to spend less time online and start reading, drawing, and writing again. This week I've already succeed with the later two, and I'm planning to finish reading Revival by Stephen King today. I also started collecting money for the future. I got quite a lot of money from projects and competitions, but it never lasts longer because I just keep spending and spending. Now, I'm broke again lol.

So, yeah. That's about it. I guess I have to start making targets for next week. For drawing, writing, and reading I've been using any free time I had, but I want to scheduled it beforehand next week. I also wanted to read two books, short ones probably. I'm way behind my annual target.

Till next time.