"Definitely". I want to be someone who can say "definitely" with conviction.
It turns out it's actually spelled S-I-B-Y-L, not S-Y-B-I-L. Kind of weird, right. Sibyl just doesn't feel right. I might actually mispell it intentionally from now on.
It's a weird chain of thoughts. Consciously telling yourself that you're not a good person, while still trying to do the things a good person would do. Wouldn't it better to not try at all. But to no avail, of course. Because you are who you are. From the moment of awakeness, you're bound to shackle yourself with your worthlessness. A mistake after a mistake after a mistake. To what end. Til the planet takes a singular step into limitless void and recycles your memories into a better form of life.
Having a habit of walking one self into a sinking ship every once in a while is certainly not a virtue to be proud of. However, the possibility of grabbing a few gold coins before the ship eventually sank is always tempting. Some people just can't pay their bills with only their passion, alright!
My body temperature is always pretty high these days. My hotness finally leaks out, it seems. Or it's just sleep deprivation. We'll never know.
Enough ramblings. How about you? I hope you keep your body warm and soul even warmer in the unpredictable weather. Even when the sky falls, remember to brush your teeth, 'kay!