This post was a day late. I was busy trying to sleep in my room while everyone around the house trying their best to be as loud as they could in the middle of the night. Not all of us wants to have a nocturnal lifestyle, you know. Some of us tried our best to act like an adult even at home. God, I want to move out so bad.

I'm tired. This month was just tiring. But, it's been mostly a positive and worthwhile use of my time. Very challenging, just the way I like it. I feel like I've leveled up my skills quite a bit in these past months. I finally figured out that putting any kind of variables in Fragments is a huge no-no move. And that Crashlytics is one of the greatest inventions of the century. And I finally know how to properly use React Hooks like a smart and responsible adult that I am.

I was planning to save up money a little bit for the rest of this year because I spent "some" money to buy the Dune novels earlier this month. I had the first book and I've been wanting to buy the rest of the books for years now. And then one day, one of the online stores that I buy from had them on sale. And voila, my money was gone in an instant. And now I found out that there is going to be another book sale this month. The temptation to break my plan is just too great. I haven't even finished all of the books from the previous sale. There's this book called Obelisk that just looks so damn cool.

I'm not a religious person. I used to be, but then life happens. Some people gained faith through trials, some lost it. Then I came across the concept of cardinal virtues from Catholic teachings. And I thought it was amazing and made me realize maybe it's not the practice but the practitioners. Not the idea, but the realization. I also tried reading about Zen the other day, but it just doesn't click right to me. Regardless, I want to learn more about these religion stuff in the future. Not any specific religion, but anything that sparks my interest.

I have another big deadline at the end of October and I think there's some important demo on the first week of the month. I think I can manage it somehow. Cause they're all teamworks anyway. When you mess up, others make up for it; and vice versa. No need to burden everything alone.

I want to live life more carefree than I usually do. Watch more movies, play more games, etc. And to lose more. To not treat everything as a competition and just enjoy things as much as I could. And also drink less coffee.