I was naive when I thought that I had passed the worst time of my life, for thinking that life would not give me any bigger obstacle than what I had already experienced. I was wrong.

Yes, I was very wrong when I thought that I had improved, that I'm ready for new opportunities given to me. Better people can see more objectively that I'm not.

A defeat is a defeat. No need to sugarcoat anything. I need to focus on what's more important right now and move forward.

All I regret is that I, yet again, disappointed the people that had trusted me. I'm sorry. I'll do better next time.

I was lucky I could get to where I am right now easier than most people. But from here on, I could not rely on luck anymore. This time, I need to fight more seriously.